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i look at my phone and look at it again i don't think you like me anymore i may have been abnoxious but i didn't want to be you seemed like you liked me but i just get so paranoid look at my phone again waiting for a text that will make me feel better one from you thats all i need just a text from you and my heart rate will go down one text from you look at my phone again and i'll know that you're not mad look at my phone again but nothing shows up i send you a text a joke that we share hoping for a reply nothing look at it again nothing are you mad did i upset you? i wish i didn't care because this is making me

we made plans i was excited but you forgot them it's ok you were busy so it's simple i just had to remind you and you seem excited the day comes up it's gonna be fun i can tell but you then you have to push it back an hour rescheduling it's ok it's just an hour but now we can't do what i had planned keep it cool i'm happy if i'm with you so i take a nap just a short one but half hour i wake up to my phone ringing my alarm i get up and get ready this is gonna be great i'm getting out of the house but then my phone rings again you can't make it something else came up it's alright i'll keep it cool for you i tell

we're watching tv a show you like i smile as the jokes play out and you look at me hoping i'll like soemthing that you like hoping for another thing that brings us closer my eyes stay on the screen amused i'm comfortable my feet are up all is good you are next to me in a similar position i close my eyes happy but then you are moving i can feel you your body heat as you move onto me i open my eyes to look into brown ones you are smiling that wonderful smile you do a hand your hand cups my cheek and slides down to my shoulder your hand is so smooth i grin you move in closer your eyes close as do mine waiting no

i watch this chick she dances for me she's nice but she says nothing just beckons me forward and i'll go i'll go with her because she looks like you but not as beautiful she sounds like you but not as wonderful she moves like like you but not nearly as sexy i'll go forward with her because she'll be with me i don't know if you will she'll be fun for now but she is nothing like you

We were talking, my friend and I, about usual things you talk about when you were having a sleepover; crushes, gossip, plans for the future, but my head wasn’t in the conversation.  The whole time I’ve been at my friend’s house I’ve had my mind on one person, Lora, my friend’s older sister.  She’s so beautiful it’s hard to think about anything different, her hair, her eyes, her body, everything is so perfect.  I’ve had a crush on her since the first time I saw her at my friend’s soccer game, two year’s ago, she was running by and stopped to ask me how the game was

mommy where did you go? i see the smile but not in your eyes you were here yesturday but now you are gone here comes daddy daddy say something make it all better but wait... you look tired your eyes they are gone too mommy...daddy! where have you gone? i want you back like yesturday

a life slams into another now they are inseprible one can't go on with out the other they always fill each others thought if they separate for too long bad things happen thoughts betray making them believe horrible things once seeming impossible but now appear inescapably true wills thoughts and suspicions alone tear these two appart no because when they reunite and they look into each others wonderful soul all bad thoughts cease to exist

I did something stupid I tried to look at you But as soon as my eyes met yours I lost all courage in myself I looked at the floor and kept walking I’m pretty sure you looked at me I think And maybe you smiled I want to know you Maybe you’re curious about me But probably not I’ll just wait to pass you in the hall Every day And that will be fine for me Though… I hope it’s not enough for you